today was good.

So. i went osee my step dad's dad today in the hospital. he was good. he was real happy to see me. lol and i was glad to see him. and he was doing real well. my mom apologized to me today. she told me everything that everyone else had been tellin me. im stayin the night here at the house and its good. she came and got with this chick names angie. she is a friend of my moms and she was in a real bad car wreck. she was ran over by a car and drugged. and it was bad. but she is ok now and is alive and well. she is friends with my mother now so that is good. people under estimate her alot. but so yah. well im gunna go. bye.

I just need to turn to God

So the past couple of weeks have been stressful. My mom tried to commit suicide by ODing. and she said that it was my fault that she did it. IM ONLY 15!!! and my papaw had a heart attack and a 5 way bypass. and i hyperventalated and Oh my sweet Lord Jesus. I need help. It is just too much ffor me to handle. and i was also dianosed with Depression. so thats don't help. my grandad isn't doing very well. my uncle dad died. ugh!!!! to much. i just need prayers. please.
on the flip side. im rededicating my life to Jesus and my uncle is doing it. im in the youth Group at church and i love it. i was born in this church so its good. i love it. and im gittin money and so its ok there. im saving up too. im driving too. yay!!!. well im going to go. my laptop is about to die. and im sleepy and i have to clean.
love yah guys.
please pray!!!!
God Bless