Why did God choose me?

My mom is back in the hospital. I don't know if i can handle it anymore. I guess though in the end it will al be worth it. I need to look to God for my strength. I love my mom with all of my heart. And if anything happens to her, I don't know what i would do. I have to have her. She has already lost over 40 lbs. I'm so happy. I'm going to be by her side every step of the way. Even if I have to stand in the middle of the room and scream so she won't give up. I have to go cry. Bye